Friday, September 29, 2006

dengue outbreak

outing duringrainy seasons
Yesterday, I had an expedition to find a car charger for my sony ericsson mobile. Damn, it was an exciting one! It all started around 1 pm. The blustery wind calmed down. So I decided to go to sm Molino. So I waited for a jeepney, but the hell, after 30 minutes, no jeepney appeared. So at that point, I was not sure if I am going to go to sm but in the end, I decided to continue my pursuit on a car charger.

So I went to the other side of the road, it is a good thing that there is still another sm besides sm Molino, sm bacoor! So I waited for a jeepney again, but then, there were no signs of it. The hell, the sky started to grow dim. At last, a tricycle arrived, it saved my expedition! I was so fond of looking around the streets as the tricycle drove down it. I was appalled of the setting. The river was almost as high as the road, all the trees were knocked down, houses were devastated.

There so I arrived at zapote after 15 minutes. There were no human beings present. Well, actually, all of them were at the sidewalk waiting for a jeepney. There was no commotion or fuss, unlike the usual busy zapote. Everybody was just standing.. aww.. so I realized that again, another obstruction came by.. no jeepneys.. I was lucky because I saw a lone jeepney going alabang. It is a good thing that there is still another sm besides sm Molino and bacoor, there is still sm southmall! Yehey, it started to rain, then I saw a flock of birds swirling like crazy animals, I think there were hundreds of them, they went crazy, two birds even knocked themselves on the side of the jeepney. I think they are still alive..

Ahaha, las pinas was even worse. The wind started to release its fury, the hell, branches of trees started fly like lunatic penguins? -Well, that was the first thing that popped out in my head, I have my own imagination, get yourself ur own ok??- there, then roofs were like flying sheets of paper, I got excited that time, ahaha, I thought it will hit the silver revo at our back. Ahahaha, the most thrilling part was when I saw the actual scene of a tree being knockd down by the blustering wind. Ahahahaha. There, I got dizzy after that. After a long disaster marathon, I a finally arrived at sm southmall..

To be continued, I need to go.. I only rented a pc..
Ok.. I will continue my post for the sake of formality.. though I want to make a new one because Im a bit down right now.

There, so I arrived at sm southmall, damn, it was closed, actually, they let people go inside due to the weather, I don’t know if the stores were open but there were persons inside, the only hitch is power failure. There, right then on, I realized that I needed to go home. The conditions were getting worse. So I went out and tried to look for a jeepney. The hell, i told myself that I should have brought an umbrella even if it can only barely help me since the wind might just mess it up. I was wearing shorts then, it was really chilly. Haha, I was lucky again, a jeep going to paliparan passed by, haha. So I rode that jeepney. Then, I remembered that it will pass by sm Molino so again, I decided to go there. And when I arrived there, the hell, it was close. So at that moment, I gave up my desire of carrying on my expedition. So i again rode a jeepney going straight to zapote. But then, I saw rfc, the hell, it has electricity, imagine, all sm’s had a power failure but this puny rfc has electricity! So I went inside, there were many cheap, economical, low cost stores. So there, there I found the conclusion of my pursuit. At last a car charger! After a long escapade in a site of calamity. I found the answer in rfc, not in sm.. haha..

Well.. that’s all..

Passage from my skull
Trust is hard to obtain, so never expect someone will trust you after you spoil that trust..

crabby patty

Hmm.. ngiging prang iana na ata ah.. cge cge cge.. think before u speak ang quote nia.. hehehe.. lam ko nman mabait ako.. gullible pa nga e.. pero.. ok lng.. msama dw ako e.. cge.. face the truth

Sunday, September 24, 2006

^RED ALGAE^

RED ALGAE



Guess what. Today is the 24th of September. There is nothing particular in this day but the fact that 24 + 8 =32. nice numbers right? Each of them means something. Am I baffling you?? do you want me to be straightforward? Well, the fact that 8 is THEIR number and 24 is mine, and 32 means the 32nd month. then, it really is something to celebrate or to at least commemorate. a whole big ball of inexplicable, bizarre confusion. uhhmmm. well, the hell, nevermind.. (anyway, that kalachuchi there.. it reminds me of the person im talking about.. dont know why? it was shot in paco park)

It is so irritating.. it is an event that is engraved on my internal calendar. Whenever this day comes, the 24th day, I am bothered by the things that might have happened. Sayang nga. -I will not spit out dreadful words today ok?, im trying to be a decent man..- kk, there.. sometimes, I feel that my parents think that im absurd or crazy. They would see me walking around the house smiling and giggling.. ahaha.. isn’t it ironic? I should be weeping and howling like a dead dog, but instead, I was smiling.. ahaha.. it is because some clips of my past pass by my head.

Ahaha.. happy memories. I remember when we were in front of the old retail. We were both sitting on the bench.. then, I was telling her some chapters I have read in my 1st year book report in Filipino, ang tundo man ay may langit din. (though right now, I cant even remember one charcter) hehe.. it was fun, it is only now that I have realized that. She was really internalizing the story.. haha.. then after a week, she was asking me what happened to the story, she wanted me to tell her the continuation.. hehe.. cute.. she really was internalizing the story.

Then when we were in first year. We had our practice for our sabayan.. as usual, everyone was late, then we were already there, while we were waiting, I rested my head on her soft thighs.. hehe, the hell.. I didn’t realize that I liked her a lot.. right then, I thought everything is a comic story. I thought everything is a joke. -well, im only 13 then..- hehe, paco park really is a site full of memories..

The hell.. just forget everything.. it sets hurdles in my situation. The hell.. hehe.. still, im happy that I met somebody like her. And now, burn everything in my memoir.
(wow, i posted something in english today! isnt that weird???)

Monday, September 18, 2006

==angels and demos=

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time that
I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

shet

shet shet shet. nkakapagod. ewan ko.. ngaun, tinatamad ako gumawa ng assigns.. f*@k nu ba ito. umalan na kc, tpos, nabasa pa. kainis. un lng.. ok.. mamaya, gagawa nrn ako ng mga kelangan ko gawin.

un. ayus nman lahat. no communication. oo nga. kalimutan na, mainam un, ahaha. tutal, di ko nrn nman kilala un eh...... un. nanalo kme sa parlia. parang wala lng.. nging interpolator ako, isang beses lng. kinabahan tlga ako. kc akala ko la ako mkikitang mali sa ibang grupo, buti nlng meron ako nkita. pero, nkakakaba tlga..

pagkatapos nun, kain kme sa office. tpos deretso ako sa choir, saya, ganda nung kanta. pinakamasaya tlga ako sa choir. tpos tennis nman.. ok lng nman, ang apnget kc ng laro ko.. pero ok lng.

kinabukasan ngacet ako.. ang tagal ng mga magulang ko kaya nalate kme. ang traffic na at mga 1 pm na nun, la pa kme sa ateneo. dumating ako ng rum mga 1 30, buti di pa cla ngstastart. kaya, tamang tama lng ung pagdating ko. un. ngtest ako. ok lng xa. nkakahilo lng, lalo na ung reading at abstract. parang timang lng.. sana pumasa ako. mejo marami rn kc ung hinulaan ko. kulang sa oras.

monday. haha. puro test. 3 lng nman, pero nkakahaggrd tlga, 2 st ang tinest ko, math, tska ung sa health. bukas may pe kme kaya masaya!//
nu b problema. la lng.. hmm.. karen joy adiao. kinuha ko mga notebuks nia... kelan kaya.. pano kaya... kelangan mging magaling.. oo ..oo... tama.. kaya to... hi karen!! ahahaha.. magulo prn.. ewan... di ko lam. kung un na tlga.. letse... amph kc ung dati eh.. tsktsk... pahirap.. oonga pla.. di ko na kilala un.. kaya ok na.. hehe... timang ka tlga ralph... un.. un lng nman..... gawa na nga ako ng assigns ko... ahahaha... ahahah

im in need of companion,
of friendship
of people?
apply ka na

Thursday, September 07, 2006

finally.

I don’t know why I am writing this.. I just want to write it..
Finally, the line I made ended with a point. A point where I have learned to accept it. A point where I gave up. A point where I found a better one.
It ended just like a snap. With a simple quote, with a simple tortuous argument. With a simple paper. A pen.. panda..
I will adhere to my decision. It is for the better. I cant ceaselessly continue this foolishness . So I stopped. It was a month ago when I started to think about it. To reflect. To find the remedy to my dilemma.
So why am I saying this.. I don’t know why. I am just satisfied with my choice. And I really am hoping that it is the right one.
I know and I put all my confidence in this choice.
Finally, it has come to its end

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

weh... la nang energy

talo kme.. haha.. ok lng, expected..

ngaun
ano ang problema ko..

marami..

unahin ang: -drumroll-

summative sa math- di ko lam lesson nmin

tle- kung ano man meron dun., may gnagawa cla na mahairap na di ko nman alam kung panu gawin..

social-st test.. ok lng, dali lng un..

filipino- mga awtput ko,, gingawa ko an xa ngaun.. hehe

physics, ndi ko na lam lesson nmin, la nrn ako pake dito.. di nmana ako mgphyphysics sa college eh.

comp sci- lam ko bumagsak aku nung 1st qtr dito.. kaya kelangan magarala ako ng mabuti..

parliamentary- ewan ko b.. naiinis ako dito.. sa mga tao.. di nman lahat, sa iba lng..

ad chem- la akong notes, la apng sw at hw...

ssg- nu nb nangyayari smen.. ewan ko.. ndi nga kmi ngmimiting eh..

finite math- wala akong alam dito!! aah... pakiramdam ko,, mahihirap ang mga lesson nmin dito.. aw..

isa lng nmn un eh.. kelangan ko nang magpakagc ulit.. pangako ko ngaun.. pakagc ako bukas. nu man ang mangyari.. di na ako tatamarin.. kaya ko ito.. amph... gc gc gc..

Sunday, September 03, 2006

buhayin ang blog ko!

haha, buhay na ulit blog ko, salamat kei cm, nkakainspire kc ung blog nia, parang buhay na nia, haha. kaya, un, maguupdate na ako. waaah.. kaya ko ito, ang haba kc ng mga nkalagay s ablog nila eh, tsktsk, nkakatamad magtype.. nu nb nangyari sken. hmm. sbi ni nephele, sinasalihan ko na ang lahat, oo nga, narealize ko rn.

ano nga b ang sinalihan ko at di na ako umaattend ng klase?
1. ssg treasurer- kahit treasusrer ako, hindi lng ito ang aking ginagampanan, multi purpose! di lng sa pera dpat, pati bulletin board, meeting, mga training, magorganize ng mga events na bigla bigla nlng sumusulpot.

2. representative ng skul- dahil nga ssg ako, kelangan kong pumunta kung saan saan. pero at least, nkapaghotel pa ako, haha sa manila pavillion, dahil kmi ang representatives para sa filipino japanese student forum, masaya nmna cla ksama tsaka saya ng experience, daming pagkain, haha..

3. choir member- bkt nga b ako nging choir, eh di nman ako mgaling kumata, tono lng nman alam ko.. hmm.. bsta.. masaya kc kpag kumakanta ng praise songs, dun ako ntutwa eh.. kaya ako ngchoir para sa diyos.. haha.. totoo un..

4. vice president ng KoS- eto pa.. pinaka malaking club ng masci.. huhu.. pinapagalitan na nga ako kc bhira ako umattend ng miting pero ginagawa ko nman ng magaling ang lahat ng sinasabi ng presidente nmin.. haha.. ngsisigawan pa nga kmi paginuutusan nia ako eh, demanding kc eh.. jok lng.. hehe

5. varsity- ewan ko nga b kung bkit ako nging varsity.. dhil un kc kei.. haay.. di natuloy mabitawan.. masama ung nangyari dati.. wag nang ikwento.. hehe..

6. parliamentarian- magaling b ako dito..? haha bsta, ginagawa ko ang alaht ng makakaya ko, kaya sa tingin ko ok nman ako dito eh.. masaya nga xa khit terror ung guro nmin, msaya magdebate, masaya magispi, masaya mging analytical! di masaya magaral.. hehe

7. treasurer ng MYCADA- haha, by appointment lng to,, haha la pa nman maxadong ginagwa, pero malapit na un.. c sally president dito. kaya un, ok nman to, kc nagattend na ako ng konsultahang kabataan dati at masaya ung nangyri, marami ang naitulong nito sken.

8. treasurer ng STEP- demoted na nga ako eh.. haha! dati president. ok lng. di ko rn nman maxadong gusto ito eh. inappoint lng ako kaya gagawin ko ang lahat para matulungan ang aming presidente, c miguel ruffy. hehe

9. oratorical, timpalak- yan, parati akong kasali jan haha.. at parati rin akong eliminated. un ata ang purpose ko sa mga ganito eh. prang props lng. masabi lng na may elimination.. hehe.. pero ok lng nman, at least kasama sa elimination.

10. escort ng ymca- haha, pinakamalai ko itong responsibilidad. maari ko itong ipagmalaki.. hahaha!! kaya ung mga conceited jan.. (kilala nio na kung cno kau- hehe, dapat may ganyan dn kaung posisyon. hehe

11. estudyante ng masci- yan, eto ang pinakamahirap.. nkakainis nga eh, kala ko ok na ung 1st qtr. ok ung mga quizzes ko, summative, recitation.. pero.. dahil sa exam.. may bagsak tuloy ako.. comp sci.. ok lng.. di lng nman silver medal ang pangarap ko.. mas malaki pa run. at alam kong kaya ko yun! hehe

yana ng mga sinalihan ko ata ng ginagwa ko sa masci! masaya yan.. hehe parang 1/2 ng buhay ko sa masci ay sa labas ng klase at ung kalahati ay sa loob. experience plus academics = lahat na!! hehe, la masbi eh..


ibang topic nman'
npaisip tuloy ako, dun sa post ni ph. 'bestfriend' nsan na kaya un.? 3 kme dati eh.. tsktsk. ok. un lng. nanjan nman c kamil eh.. hehe